| None More Black ( @ 2007-02-17 16:00:00 |
| Current music: | Nine Inch Nails Somewhat Damaged |
Clean Break
I'm on vacation. When you accept a driver position at Brown, you're paid out for your remaining weeks and don't get another vacation for a year. Last Wednesday was my anniversary so I took the first available week possible. It seems like an eternity since I had any time off. My last vacation was over thirteen months ago and, even then, I had to work my other job. Not this time. I have absolutely nothing to do for the next nine days, and it feels fucking great.
This break came just in time. I've been having a lot of trouble with my hips, lower back and right arm. The pain has been nagging me quite a bit. I've also been feeling cloudy and stressed out to a rather high degree. I need some time to get myself back together.
Too fucked up to care anymore
Poisoned to my rotten core
Too fucked up to care anymore